Moving (again)

It is my 5th time moving house since I lived in  Purwakarta in 2015, Before I settled in this region, I lived in Jakarta for almost 5 months until I moved to Karawang and was able to work for good in this place. It was in 2015 when finally I moved to a new rental house in Purwarta because I couldn't live anymore in Karawang due to the heavy traffic and dirty neighborhood. In Purwakarta everything seems slower greener and cleaner that's why I have stayed here for almost 9 years now.

My first rent-house or call it a dormitory named Rafflesia Dorm, I got to live on the 2nd floor with 1 small toilet inside in a 4 x 3 meters room. Because this region is known only for those workers from Bandung, every Friday evening until Monday morning, this place is empty and I am the only one who's there because everyone else goes back to their home in Bandung. From the middle of 2015 until the Middle of 2017 I lived there by myself until my friend from my hometown came and worked in this place, we decided to join a room and move to the 1st floor which bigger room at 8 x 3 meters and live there until the middle of 2019, then we finally move again with +1 more person.

In the second house, we moved into a house with 3-bed rooms and a very big living room, however, there are rats which ruin our days here, also the neighborhood's children are very rude. We decided to move again after 6 months to the 3rd house. Leaving my newly painted wall by themselves.

My 3rd house is very near to the previous house with 3 rooms, 1 big kitchen, and 1 garage, also an open room outside our living room. We were there for 2 years until we moved out again because the house is having a big flood every rainy-days. Even in a week, we can get 2 times of floods! We can't take that anymore and decided to move. Another reason is that the children in this area are very loud and rude every Ramadhan month, always making noise which makes us couldn't sleep. It is the very best decision to move again this time. Because our energy is drowned.

My 4th house, it is a nice house with 2 rooms, 1 garage, 1 kitchen, and 1 shower. The road in front house is very big, so it is easy for me to park my car. However, the water is very very very baddddddddd. The watercolor is yellow, smells like iron, and sometimes it smells very bad. But every time we tell the owner to install a water filter, they never answer. Not only that, the electricity is down, the ceiling is broken and every rainy day the water is flowing into my bed. Then the peak is when there is a rat that comes to my car's machine and eats the cable in the machine. F**k! My car couldn't even move because of that, and made me lose a lot of money because of everything I did to the rat, they always came back and did the same things more than 5 times. I cried and was unable to sleep again and finally decided to move out again.

My 5th house, the location is a bit out of the city, and hard to have delivered food here. But the place has great air and ambiance which I really like. We just moved here for 3 weeks and counting, but I finally feel that I can't do this moving things again and again. I really want to settle and be able to renovate my house without having to get permission from the house owner because the owner is me. Not only settle on the place, but I also want to have a partner who can love me and understand me and be able to make a great partnership with me. I want love too if that is possible. I hope this is my last time moving into someone else house without a partner. I hope next time I can move to my own house with my partner and live together with him. I wish the universe could help me to find my partner to settle down altogether. I wish I could go home with someone who is ready to be pampered by my affection and to pamper me with his affection. I want that home.

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